Anti​-​Flesh Existence

by PTAHIL

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released May 28, 2010

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PTAHIL Fort Wayne, Indiana

PTAHIL's involvement is Illumination through Satanic Gnosticism!
Music charged with adversarial ritual and spirituality.
Sworn to Chaos and the perpetuation towards the death of ALL life.
Lyrically manuscripted from Satanic introspection and musically composed from dissonant flagellation.
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Track Name: In Ritual To Yam
In ritual to the essence of night.
I am darkness to see beyond sight.
I look into the abyss that is my heart
and I find the raging chaos.
The anti-cosmic current.
The raging chaos.

Tanin'iver initiate the union.
Lilith/Samael bring this world of pestilence.
Spare not one cosmic existence
from the completion to be had.
Serenade the last of aeons
with demon howls and owl screeches.
Slit the demiurgial throat
of Θεός (tetragrammaton).

Return us again to the tehom.
The Pleroma unbound within creation.
Unbound by the קליפות (Qliphoth)
no longer shackled to the tree of lies.
Track Name: Universal Extinction
Hail the dark forces & the secret of gnosis.
Down with the false light of Yahwa.
Hail the hidden paths through torment.
Down with this universe of shit
and the hope for any sort of fucking peace
Hail to the death of the cosmos,
and this degredated universe.

Hail the forbidden powers of evil.
Down with the white light prophecy.
Hail eternal chaos beyond all causal law.
Down with the servitude to your fucking God.
and down with the systems you built around it.
Hail the freedom of Total Fucking Death!

Salvation is lost in this realm of Yahwa.
Ignite the spark of the fire inside.

Terminus - Totus - Vita
Ignis - Solutus - Animus
Track Name: Anti-Flesh Existence
Reverse the laws of Ma'at and break the light of falsehood.
Invisibly hunting this manifested realm to strike the sun down from heaven.
3pp (Apep) slither thy way into the minds of man.
Cast thyself in storms to torment all life. Break all chains of enslavement.

Everything within myself crumbles and replaced by microchaos.
Chaotic as primal dark waters, unbound as the starless abyss.
Tempered with ancient fire, like a phoenix to scortch this earth to ash.
In rituals of anti-flesh existence and all realms beyond life and death.

Rejoice and praise the salvation for us from the one true king of light,
For it will mean the dissolution of all life.

"Grant me power to recreate myself and go forth into the night.
Upon the flaming path of liberation and lawlessness.
Awaken the aspect of your Sekhem that I carry within me
and let the black flame of spirit become as one with your deathless fire!" 218

Everything within myself crumbles and replaced by microchaos.
Chaotic as primal dark waters, unbound as the starless abyss.
Tempered with ancient fire, like a phoenix to scortch this earth to ash.
In rituals of anti-flesh existence and all realms beyond life and death.

"Break the cosmic chains of restriction that are placed upon my Sekhem.
Uncoil now and awaken! With the Dark Light of your inner fire,
show me the hidden paths. Oh, bringer of dissolution and destruction
to the restricted forms of this world." 218

For I know of what I do, and I know these things I do.
These things I think and the awful things I say
and manifest into this world, is Evil.
And this must be how it feels to be GOD.
Thought deformed and corrupted by reality.
Upon these empty houses of clay.

So, I shall bust open my own house of clay.
For it has been weakened and cracked from overflow.
So, I shall crush my eyes to attain the sight of GOD.
And with these new eyes, I shall look into my soul.

And I will build
within my heart
a kingdom
for the flame.

Supra-flamma
deverticulum
Deus
Absconditus.

So, I shall bust open my own house of clay.
For it has been weakened and cracked from overflow.
So, I shall crush my eyes to attain the sight of GOD.
And with these new eyes, I shall look into my soul.

And I will build within my heart
a kingdom for the flame.
For I know the worth of flesh
and it drives one insane.
For I know of what I do,
and I know these things I do.
These things I think and the awful things I say
and manifest into this world, is Evil.
And this must be how it feels to be GOD.

"Apep, I call upon your forbidden and secret names and bring forth your poisonous essence
that shall darken the world and bring forth the illuminating rays of the Black Light!
Master, hear my invocation, uncoil and rise within me and conquer and annihilate
the enslaving stasis of cosmic order, as I now sound your terrifying names of Power!" 218

Kharebutu! Qetu! Saatet-ta! Sekhem-hra!
Hemhemti! Hau-hra! Tutu! Amam! Iubani!
Khermuti! Unti! Karauememti! Khesef-hra!
Khak-ab! Nai! Uai! Beteshu! Hemhem! (7x)
Xeper-I-Apep!